( confusing as hell, but you know what, rika is ... insane, and a lot goes through her head. she does one thing, does another thing, and part of him wants to ask was it because of the blood loss. )
She has something hidden alright, that nature of hers... is fake.
( the way she acts, what she said at the meeting, it's pretty obvious she's trying to hold everything in — when will she break? that façade she plays for everyone keeps her in their graces, and he raises a hand to his chin while trying to understand it. )
I wouldn't be surprised if she lied calling you a gentleman! Did she pull a gun out on you when she said it?
It's rude to assume that she's fake, Komaeda-san. Without properly knowing here we can't determine whether or not it's all a ruse or if she's simply multi-faced person. At least she appears that way, in my perspective.
[ The moment she started talking about Hajun being her dog he realized something was off -- but not entirely unsurprising. He came to her with strong convictions when they had first met, and it doesn't come to a surprise to him at all that she may just be a sadist...
But whether or not that extends into her being a possible threat to rest of them hasn't been determined. ]
She did not, but I'm certain that the only way she actually would call me a gentleman is if someone pulled one out on her.
Isn't it a shame to lie to those around us, but perhaps... that's what makes her comfortable.
( but mr hajun!!! her fakeness is off the charts, but it's hard to be yourself when everyone else here will condemn a person for certain actions. even komaeda walks a fine line when it comes to that, some people like him, and others hate him. if she wants to stay part of the group, acting that way does benefit her. )
Sounds about right, I will say... I thought she was filled with empty threats, but after that I realized... her eyes speak more than what she lets on. That's not so bad, I am curious... I can't get her off my mind, so I wondered if she'd do the same to you.
It makes many people comfortable, if you're not aware.
[ This is coming from the King of Fakeness so he knows. ]
... [ And here he is again, stuck in a situation in where he has to consider if Komaeda is just unaware of romantic feelings. Has he never kissed? Held someone dearly? Fucked? Come on, dude... you can't get any hoes like this. ] That almost sounds like a crush, Komaeda-san. My thoughts are occupied with other people, admittedly, though I can't say that she hasn't visited me in passing when I've made a mental list of people likely to go against an entire group for their own well-being.
[ He taps a nail against the windowsill, glancing over the courtyard. ]
This may just be from personal experience... but she comes across as a survivor, of some sort. Comfortable enough that death and blood doesn't phase her, aware of those skeptic of her and formulating the perfect words that you want to hear.
A crush? Hm... She's not my type, that's why I'm curious... her actions, her motives... her hope interests me.
( a crush? on sara? he'll even think on the idea of it, having a crush on someone that wasn't his beloved ultimates... he could never. they're the only group that deserves his love, so he shakes his head like it's a joke that's been proposed to him. if she was the ideal, he's sure things would be differently between them, maybe she wouldn't be walking as they speak... well, he's not that insane.
that's why he's able to glance to the window to see what's outside, staring at the courtyard along with him.. )
That makes her smart, doesn't it? To live in a world like this, but I like that... a survivor, someone who can live and give others that same motivation... not bad for this group. ( though, there's something on his mind too. ) Do you want to talk out there?
I wouldn't say that she's the type to do all of that.
[ That may just be his pessimism talking, but listen -- ]
I'm saying that she's the type to manipulate the playing field. Give off the impression that she's a kind hearted person, those who have done wrong or think they have would be more willing to put themselves in harms way than someone they admire, right?
[ A wave of his hand. ]
No, I'm just admiring the view. A part of me misses the rain.
If idiots are manipulated by her, then that's their own fault. I don't see a reason to persecute her for these actions, I find it pretty enjoyable among the group. But you aren't a kind person either... none of us are, really.
( you know, her hope is showing when she acts that way, how far she's willing to go, and sara's pretty interesting as a concept for them anyway. everyone's a little different, but komaeda can give credit where it's due. )
Last time we had rain, Sakasaki-kun murdered... it was pretty ideal for him. ( he peers outside, looking up towards the sky, and it looks like a perfect day, but the sound of rain pitter pattering against the window would be nice. ) It would be nice.
( maybe if they kill sara, they can make it happen... )
If I had it my way, it wouldn't have happened like that. It feels so hopeless... from a point of view, he was afraid, and yet she couldn't even fight back.
( sometimes komaeda likes an equal playing ground, and sometimes he wants to see the underdog come out on top. )
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She has something hidden alright, that nature of hers... is fake.
( the way she acts, what she said at the meeting, it's pretty obvious she's trying to hold everything in — when will she break? that façade she plays for everyone keeps her in their graces, and he raises a hand to his chin while trying to understand it. )
I wouldn't be surprised if she lied calling you a gentleman! Did she pull a gun out on you when she said it?
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[ The moment she started talking about Hajun being her dog he realized something was off -- but not entirely unsurprising. He came to her with strong convictions when they had first met, and it doesn't come to a surprise to him at all that she may just be a sadist...
But whether or not that extends into her being a possible threat to rest of them hasn't been determined. ]
She did not, but I'm certain that the only way she actually would call me a gentleman is if someone pulled one out on her.
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( but mr hajun!!! her fakeness is off the charts, but it's hard to be yourself when everyone else here will condemn a person for certain actions. even komaeda walks a fine line when it comes to that, some people like him, and others hate him. if she wants to stay part of the group, acting that way does benefit her. )
Sounds about right, I will say... I thought she was filled with empty threats, but after that I realized... her eyes speak more than what she lets on. That's not so bad, I am curious... I can't get her off my mind, so I wondered if she'd do the same to you.
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[ This is coming from the King of Fakeness so he knows. ]
... [ And here he is again, stuck in a situation in where he has to consider if Komaeda is just unaware of romantic feelings. Has he never kissed? Held someone dearly? Fucked? Come on, dude... you can't get any hoes like this. ] That almost sounds like a crush, Komaeda-san. My thoughts are occupied with other people, admittedly, though I can't say that she hasn't visited me in passing when I've made a mental list of people likely to go against an entire group for their own well-being.
[ He taps a nail against the windowsill, glancing over the courtyard. ]
This may just be from personal experience... but she comes across as a survivor, of some sort. Comfortable enough that death and blood doesn't phase her, aware of those skeptic of her and formulating the perfect words that you want to hear.
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( a crush? on sara? he'll even think on the idea of it, having a crush on someone that wasn't his beloved ultimates... he could never. they're the only group that deserves his love, so he shakes his head like it's a joke that's been proposed to him. if she was the ideal, he's sure things would be differently between them, maybe she wouldn't be walking as they speak... well, he's not that insane.
that's why he's able to glance to the window to see what's outside, staring at the courtyard along with him.. )
That makes her smart, doesn't it? To live in a world like this, but I like that... a survivor, someone who can live and give others that same motivation... not bad for this group. ( though, there's something on his mind too. ) Do you want to talk out there?
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[ That may just be his pessimism talking, but listen -- ]
I'm saying that she's the type to manipulate the playing field. Give off the impression that she's a kind hearted person, those who have done wrong or think they have would be more willing to put themselves in harms way than someone they admire, right?
[ A wave of his hand. ]
No, I'm just admiring the view. A part of me misses the rain.
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( you know, her hope is showing when she acts that way, how far she's willing to go, and sara's pretty interesting as a concept for them anyway. everyone's a little different, but komaeda can give credit where it's due. )
Last time we had rain, Sakasaki-kun murdered... it was pretty ideal for him. ( he peers outside, looking up towards the sky, and it looks like a perfect day, but the sound of rain pitter pattering against the window would be nice. ) It would be nice.
( maybe if they kill sara, they can make it happen... )
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Do you think of people who will trip someone beside them just to get away from a killer entertaining to watch? Or just smart?
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( sighs, not this talk. it's complicated. )
If I had it my way, it wouldn't have happened like that. It feels so hopeless... from a point of view, he was afraid, and yet she couldn't even fight back.
( sometimes komaeda likes an equal playing ground, and sometimes he wants to see the underdog come out on top. )
This is about the rain, right?
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It sounds like you're placing everyone into an experiment. Like lab rats.
[ He says that with no offense evident on his tongue, but his eyes narrow with the thought that he might be seen in that perspective. ]
No. I'm still talking about our charming Sara-san.