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[rhymed]

i'll pretty this up later lol

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[contrarily]

at least u acknowledge it
tbh ive done pretty much the same to u but
uh
last month at the fundraiser u rly helped me
it sounds stupid but u did

[rhymed]

well i'm not stupid
if someone can't acknowledge when they hurt you then that speaks volumes in of itself
they're immature and had never cared to begin with
at least that's my opinion

[ So he's saying he does care... woaw. ]

where are you

[contrarily]

( hehehehe )

music room!!

[rhymed]

there's no one there that'll tell us we can't just have a conversation?

looks like we're free
give me five minutes

[contrarily]

LMAOOO no
if someone told me that here id kick them out

[rhymed]

i have a hard time believing that when the opportunity for you to do so has come and past
but i'll hold my complaints

[ Anyway he's here! In the music room now. Here's your lil rawr rawr. ]

[contrarily]

( this is not my little rawr rawr. he's too big to be my little rawr rawr??? my big rawr rawr. )

You look like shit. ( is all she says, sitting on the piano. )

[rhymed]

And yet I still look better than you? Anyway, I witnessed two people die. [ He says; tone flat. Hajun moves inside the room and sits on the piano chair. ] I'm not entirely ecstatic, no, just glad to be alive.

[contrarily]

That's buuullshit.

( looking better than her, not the deaths. she looks at him, a little pensive, leaning towards him when he sits down. )

You'd think we'd be used to the sight by now, huh? But it's still so rough.

[rhymed]

I don't want to have to get used to it, is the thing.

[ Even if he wants to see the ugly aftermath of his family's company falling apart, he doesn't want to be there to see them. His mother who would praise him with kind words and warm food; his father who would look to him with earnest joy; the baby that they birthed into this world to replace him.

All Hajun wants to know is that they're living miserably -- and, honestly, it's completely different from an actual corpse!? ]

A man's brain got all over my shoes, just like your blood got all over my jacket. I'm losing more and more money the longer I stay here.

[contrarily]

I mean —

( she wants to agree, because it's not something that you should get used to, unless you're some sort of a psychopath, but then — )

... hah?! Is this just about money?! Aren't you rich?!

[rhymed]

Mm. [ Humming quietly, he places a hand on the piano, fingers brushing against dust. ] If either of us disappeared, I wouldn't want the last thing to remember us by is your blood, though.

[contrarily]

Well, what do you wanna be remembered by?

( he looks so SAD... it bothers her, because he never looks sad, only annoying?? smug??? ugh... bring bully hajun back. )

[rhymed]

... [ He blinks, appearing surprised: ] Aren't you going to ask how you want to be remembered? You're selfish, what do you care if I disappeared suddenly?

[contrarily]

Hmmm... no, 'cause I won't disappear! Unlike you, I'm not a weakling.

( smile )

Besides, I know how I wanna be remembered. The cutest girl in all of the school!!

[rhymed]

I mentioned this already, but that won't be you -- and that's certainly a general and shallow desire. Do you think of yourself as that one dimensional?

[ There's the bitterness on his tongue that's she's probably familiar with. ]

And apologies for being weak, I wasn't exactly born to be anything else than whatever it is my parents wanted. And then the second they didn't need me they abandoned me like a dog.

[contrarily]

I mentioned this already, but shut up!! I don't care what you think!! Besides, it's better than wallowing in your own misery.

( she scoffs, glancing away. )

My mother never wanted me. Doesn't mean I let that dictate my whole life. You can get strong on your own; you don't need their approval for that.

[rhymed]

[ His fingers curl in, forming into a fist. ]

Sorry, but I'd much rather have been unwanted and still living among a member of my family then sent to an entirely different country just because they've decided I'm useless to them. [ He feels anxious, talking about all of this, but at the same time he doesn't... probably because they're similar in a way. ] I don't need their approval, because I intend on destroying everything they have, but they have hurt me enough.